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My goal in life is to read as many books as I can so I can be that pretentious person at social gatherings who is always talking about books.
Anxious person in Delhi trying to relax.
Step 1: Take a deep breath. đ§
........Nevermind
Love and Lights â¨đŞ
slow morningsâ đâ
Slow mornings are a luxury. Getting to sip your tea or coffee while gazing out of your window without any rush is a luxury. Making your breakfast with soft music playing in the background is a luxury. Taking a walk outside to soak in the sunlight is a luxury. It really is the little things.
Just a silly person and her silly obsession with making silly pictures into silly souvenirs.
âI made us a new Pinterest boardâ gf đĽ âI made us a new Spotify playlistâ bf
Black cat girlfriend đ¤ Golden retriever boyfriend
Spring date idea đ¸đż
A rainy morning, museum or bookstore or library and after the rain subsides, sitting under the sun at an outdoor cafe.
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a relationship with a good flirt to roast ratio >>>>
Sometimes I get sad but then I change my wallpaper and it passes.
Just some food for thought.
Some people think the worst place to be in is the âfriend zone â, being in an unrequited state where you love someone but they donât love you more than as a friend. While I do sympathize with people struggling with this, been there, done that, believe me, no one talks about what it is like to be on the other side of the spectrum.
Being the one theyâre in love with, and being unable to reciprocate their feelings. The guilt that comes with feeling like youâre stringing them along and giving them false hope when youâre just being a good friend. Overthinking your words and actions so itâs not construed as something more than friendship. Acknowledging their great qualities and thinking how it would be so easy if you could just love them like they love you. Struggling to maintain boundaries when all you want to do is open up to them completely. People coming up to you and trying to get you to change your mind about giving your relationship a shot.
Itâs painful, heartbreaking and so confusing.
While being in the friend zone sucks for many reasons, it doesnât feel particularly good knowing youâve unintentionally put someone there.
The duality of this situation is very intriguing.
Read something on here along the lines of âYouâre not a real reader if you read overhyped YA books like those written by Colleen Hoover.â
Remind me again, who is the authority on acknowledging ârealâ readers?
Would love to discuss this with a ârealâ reader who wouldnât touch a CoHo book with a ten-foot pole and get to know their take on Homer, Iliad and Aeneid, which theyâve obviously been reading since utero.
Peopleâs preferences are their business and youâre an entitled, self- important ârealâ reader with an excuse to pass unwarranted judgement on someone who just wants to read a freaking book. All I know is that an actual ârealâ reader, is just concerned about their ever growing pile of TBRs.
Iâd rather read Wattpad fanfic written for pre-teens than judge someone for trying to take on or enjoy reading, even if it is CoHo. But maybe itâs just me.
Life is starting to feel like this song.
P.S. Song recommendations are welcome.
Forever walking the tightrope between being a hopeless romantic and a strong, independent woman.
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Post all the aesthetic photos you want, I was still washing sand out till the next day.
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WHEN I WAS FIVE I WAS MESSING AROUND WITH A PEN I GOT FROM THE BOOK FAIR AND DECIDED TO PUT THE CAP IN MY MOUTH. NEXT THING I KNOW I SWALLOW THE CAP. I WAS FREAKING OUT AND HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO...I'm still questioning how I swallowed it like, IT WAS A FREAKING PEN CAP!!
EDIT: I FOUND THE PIECE OF SH*T PEN!
