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How to better remember plans
1: stop what you're doing 2: Replay what was said (overlaps with step one if possible) 3: If anything seems missing (even just a feeling) ask for a full repeat, just to be sure) 4: Concentrate on the plan and let mind browse all immediately relevant details to solidify it's place in my brain 5: Get phone, notepad, or calendar (whichever is closest) and make a clear note 6: Make more, clearer notes where preferable 8: Plan reminder FOR the reminder, so that I remember that I'm gonna be reminded soon 9: Panic because there was definitely a step you forgot, and if you could forget that then you totally forgot something else 11: Shock 10: Denial 21: Anger 1/2: depression -5: Acceptance 5(x + y^2): Not acceptance. Something is still wrong because you're still getting things out of order! ∞: Fetal position... Fetal position... Fetal position... Fetal position... 42: Nirvana And then repeat
My brain is a colander and my psyche is on fire.
I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF-
HOW CAN I BE SO FORGETFUL- I-
I realised today that I do have a brain that malfunctions.
The mindless corrosion got to me whoops
I had a thought process earlier and I was going to say something random in the comments of my last post but I got distracted and somewhere along the way forgot it (Added the song link using phone sorry if it’s a weird format)
Somewhere, someplace, unknown to me, lies my blue pen.
I lost it,
I don’t know where on when,
It could be tucked away in my backpack,
Somewhere my eye can’t see.
It could be on the floor,
Back in geometry.
It could be on the street,
Or in someone else’s hand.
It could have been taken,
To a far away land.
To the mountain tops,
Or maybe at the bottom of the sea.
To the deserts,
Or forests,
There are so many places that blue pen could be!
Where water stills or flows,
Where the whole world is buried in snow,
Oh, where did my blue pen go?
Wherever that pen may lie,
My homework is still due tonight.
Good thing I got other pens.
I was thinking about welcome home and I realize it’s high time I actually posted my one welcome home oc but eh 🤷🏽♀️
So the text with her name (my name) above it says
[lilith was a scraped character meant to be a acrobatic ball jointed doll (puppet) she would record birthday specials and occasionally do live shows. She ended up scrapped (due to) her faulty limbs which would fall off during shows and scare children. When inactive her head separates from her body becoming Lilith-01. Her body (who prefers being referred to as an object while separated from its head) Lilith-02 (or scrap) will preform tasks and play games while separate from lilith however will always keep Lilith near not for sight but for personal attachment. It enjoys lying dormant and scaring the neighbours. ]
And the Text by eepy Lilith is {Lilith expresses mild to extreme discomfort at being separated from her (scrap) body by force or for extended periods of time (but however has a lasting agreement for at least an hour of time apart while both are awake) her carved on smile presents challenges when expressing emotions, the emotional toll leaves a constant stream of tears present even while sleeping}
I dunno what half this lore was aboutt
Also that's not actually what it says but this version is better so...
I keep forgetting that he's a man and not some butch lesbian
i have what i call 'fuzzy' memory. outside of the typical, viewed-from-another-pov issue, i mean.....
say i talked on the phone with a friend twice one day. i did yesterday.
i may forget that we talked multiple times, and lump the phone calls into one long event.
i may mistake that it was two phone calls in one day, and think it was one phone call, and two separate days.
i will definitely forget a lot of what we talked about..... but that's normal for any long phone call, right? hahaha.
i may forget what i did between the phone calls, like what i ate for dinner..... (but i usually remember at some point what i ate, even if it takes a little bit).
i don't have the worst memory, i just get confused.
If I haven't remembered to do something you had asked me to, it does not at all signify that I don't care about you. I forget about my tea all damn time and my love for tea is truly quite desperate and pure.
I am so mad at myself right now because I completely FORGOT JLH was in I know what you did last summer, an iconic must watch movie! I think this was the first thing I ever saw her in when I was like 7 or 8, but didn’t even really know her until last year when I watched Ghost Whisperer. Crazy!
I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER (1997) dir. Jim Gillespie KNIVES OUT (2019) dir. Rian Johnson
Never felt something so hard before...😭
Like, if I had a dime for every time I ever asked someone if I told them this story before...let’s just say I wouldn’t be in debt after college.
My friends: you already told us this story
My ADHD ass who keeps forgetting if I told a story before:
Have I listened to this song over a hundred times? Yes. Can I recite the entire song from memory? Also yes. Do I know what the song is called? No but I think the word Street is in there somewhere. Artist? No clue but I think the album art was blue with maybe some pink shapes if that helps. Also I’m no longer sure about the Street part, sorry.
Doesn't eat or drink water for an extended period of time:
Why do I feel like DEATH
Credit: Sarah Andersen - Sarah Scribbles
Spliced Meme
Ah well shit this is me when I'm on my meds.
Whenever I start to fall down the doubt spiral of ADHD doom (“but what if I don’t have ADHD, what if I’m actually just a terrible person who doesn’t try hard enough and who somehow accidentally managed to manipulate a specialist into thinking I have ADHD?”) I like to take ADHD “tests” to remind myself that yeah, actually, my brain is 13 trash fires masquerading as 12 feral cats in a trench coat and that actually, my ADHD is both
a) pretty severe and
b) entirely unmedicated due to my physical health being the equivalent of a meteor strike masquerading as 13 trash fires.
Anyway, this one has a cool pie chart with colors which I found quite helpful compared to the usual number scales. But also, lmao, help...
Edit: link for anyone that wants it. (This is obviously not a complete or comprehensive diagnostic tool. I just thought the way it was laid out was cool and way more accessible compared to others I’ve seen in the past.)