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i just realised my type is men with lower lashes.

fuck

Interesting how this ‘crying free speech’ over something like a fictional character study and the related content for that of all things is SOOOOO FUNNY.

Like have my words glitched out or what? If you don’t care why bother? You’re saying my defence for something I think about in my own blog is not what free speech means when that’s what that post was literally about?

When did I say I was censored? How does that make me an asshole? Because I’m talking about the preconceived notions for saying even one criticizing thing for such an overly hyped character? And putting a character’s tag about it? That’s kind of how tags work but sure, you do you, bud.

If this is what your definition of hate is then have it your way, I’m not stopping you. Anyone would find these posts anyway because it’s public(shocker) so why does that even matter?

not trying to be a dick but if all of your sumire thoughts are just character hate like, what exactly possesses you to put it in the all the main fandom tags as well as the character tag. like, if you don't want to get hate from her "cult" why are you putting your rants in the tags they use. puzzling behaviour.

(I’m not adding Keep Reading on this)

Okay, dear Anon, let me answer this “puzzling behaviour” you think that is.

This is literally my RIGHT as freedom of speech and that just BECAUSE I’M MAKING AN OPINION, it’s labeled as hate. And I CAN hate a character all I want because that’s my right to think and choose and feel to do so. Why do I always have to keep stating this?

My thoughts on Sumire are everything I’ve considered on how her role and character doesn’t fit the story and point she is supposedly supposed to make from the writers. That’s MY take. So take it or leave it. I don’t dislike her for NOTHING!! I’m not throwing this crap for shits and giggles. I have reasons. My rant posts are my reasons. What I’m seeing here is you being incredibly biased and narrow-minded.

And they have had debates by others. Do you know how lengthy these were to read and respond back? They didn’t start shit but rather offered polite opinions of their own. The reactions to these things were exactly what I expected and something I debated about even posting that in the first place because I knew people were going spew pointless hater talk bullcrap at me. And it’s tiring. Especially about a character that’s worshipped so highly, it makes anything you say against them seem controversial.

And these tags are there because it’s about them? What’s hard to understand that while I knew I was bringing myself attention for adding these tags, I did so on the grounds of seeing anyone else thinking similar things or offering something different instead of collecting tumbleweeds waiting for anyone to stumble across my posts. I had said before that if anyone could even sway me on this, they could try. But after all this time I can’t be bothered to give a shit at the end of the day on a fictional character and this hate judgement you’re throwing me with hypocrisy. Blind level of understanding. And that’s not what my rants were at all.

If you can’t even make a counterpoint to my argument, much less talk about why I’m such a hater for my personal thoughts, even with a series of reasons to explain why, then your response here has no purpose.

I am TIRED of having to repeat myself over this pettiness and repetitive song and dance calling me a hater with hate. I can say whatever I want about whatever I want. Everyone’s always going to think differently and be judgy about them but nobody needs permission to think differently. Have a nice day, Anon.

This is fine

I fell and got hurt pretty bad at work, and then had to endure miles and miles of paperwork to see this actually processed as a workplace injury. A horrible experience, 0/10 would not recommend.

At the same time, I can't remember the last time I had so much time to sit back and relax without commuting or watching the clock to make sure I'm not late somewhere, be it to bed or to work.

Can't say anything's made me as eager to switch jobs as the realization that I prefer a concussion and potentially permanent nerve damage to putting in my weekly hours. In other news, I'm writing down applications to send out as soon as I can use all my limbs again.

Anyone else got inspired to quit a job in a funny/silly way?

Time passed differently before the pandemic. The time spent on the way to school didn't count that much. Now every minute is worth its weight in gold. And every minute of sleep is worth the weight of diamonds.

Christmas at home is always a difficult time for me. My parents are very intense and extroverted people, and living in another city has made me lost the habit of their pace. I have managed to achieve peace and slow down in my life, but when I return to my family home, everything is three times faster and three times louder. That's why this year I'm sitting in a rocking chair and crocheting, it gives me some sense of security.

Merry Christmas everyone!

So last and this week have been crazy, meltdowns that affected my time on the drawings. And a personal problem that happened on Saturday that I will be quiet for a few days or more, maybe a month.

Let me explain, some people in Wattpad knows a bit that I had a problem with my armpit that hurted so bad that I stop writing and moving my arms for a few days. What I didn't continue on saying, I had these problems for more than two years. Long ago, I had this pimple-like bumps under my arms for a few weeks and I never thought about it, even if I was close off the outside and I stay in my room.

To warn you, I'm an autistic teenager who suffer depression, anxiety, diabetes, and many issues. Basically, I'm a very sick person who have many mental health problems. I like to be in my room most of the days because my anxiety keep me away from the outside world when my family goes shopping. There are some times where I am happy to go out and stretch out my legs.

Anyways, I didn't think much about the lumps, even it's weird that I stay in the room yet it came out of nowhere. It wasn't until a few days later, it open into holes, throwing pus and blood goo that dirty any towel within that day. It even stink the room from the smell but the worst was that it gave me huge pain when I move a muscle on my arms. It last a few weeks before it close up and leaves scars under my armpits but in a few days, my other armpit started to repeat that cycle of pain. When it close up, my other arm open up again, repeating all of the years. No pain killers stop the pain for a day, only hours before it sting back again. We went to emergency room more than three times, never telling me what it was and just to "air it out" but they also have me Cephalexin or Keflex pills (was the first thing they gave me when I came in the second time) but I found out that I'm "immune" to it so there was almost nothing to help me.

Until a year ago, my mom took me to my primary doctor instead and they said that I might have Hidradenitis suppurativa. When they send me to a Dermatologist, she said a few words about it and related to me so much, she only have us a pill to stop the flare up (the shocking pain in the arms and muscles). It made me sick and have extreme diarrhea for weeks so my mom decides to stop giving it to me and I got a lot better. The flares up stop for a year but just last week, it created three balls and made a huge lump and when it popped in my sleep, I just cover it with a bandage to stop the blood. When the next night came in, I was have a huge meltdown from the stress of homework I missed (that week before that, I didn't went to school cause the whole household got sick and no one could drive, I'm homeschooled) and the pain came in more extreme than before, my mom took me to the emergency room again but this time, the doctor saw me in pain and told me it was Hidradenitis suppurativa which we knew but he noticed I was really young and sick for this so he wants me to get into surgery to get rid of it which we didn't knew that can be a option until now. We change doctors because they were shit from the beginning and refused to take the hospital referral for an emergency surgery.

So just yesterday, I went to see the new doctor and he sent a note for an urgent surgery to the office, they said that they will send a call for a 24 hour warning to meet the surgeon but they don't know the date it will be for it but it will be this week.

This morning, the doctors who going to do the surgery approved me but they need the notes from the hospital emergency room and see me. So it will happened tomorrow or the next day before that. I seen video of the procedure they do and it looks like I won't able to use my arms for a while. I want this so bad, the freedom of the one thing I have. I may be suffering with others things but I want to move my arms freely to do my drawings and writing my stories. I also scared of the outcome of it after the surgery, also I don't want to wake up in the middle of it.

Thanks for reading this, if you have any questions about this, ask away!

Adhd culture is closing app #1 to find something on app #2 then dinking around until you forget about what you were looking for then going back to app#1 to try and trigger your memory as to why the hell you left in the first place

Hello, MotherFucker.

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Pssst, here...

you MUST be dreaming...now LEAVE !

My art teacher wants me to buy new paint for class but $$$ is nonexistent for me. She then says that I have to have a specific acrylic paint but I only have Gouache paint that used last semester for another teacher. Idk why she can’t let me use it, all she said was that the her supervisor told her “No Gouache” 🤦🏾‍♀️ THEN WHY DID I USE IT LAST SEMESTER? And why am I hearing about this now? I’ve been in this class for 4 weeks. 😭 I also did an assignment for her like weeks ago but now she’s saying to restart it when I have time… 🙅🏾‍♀️ Anyway this teacher isn’t my favourite.

I need a day off 😔

orin fans bewilder me because how can you like someone who is physically and emotionally abusive and manipulative without the sugarcoating in any way shape or form his only redeeming qualities are that he’s sometimes funny & conventionally attractive. it isn’t “okay because he’s hot” or that he’s “just a silly guy” or that it doesn’t matter at all because it’s fiction the fact that you can sympathise with an abusive piece of shit is unbelievably concerning

is it safe to say that we’re not getting that jungkook fic?

Hi so I’m not sure if you meant this to be rude or not, but that’s how it’s come off and I’m going to respond accordingly. I’m not very strict with asking for updates, but if you would’ve simply scrolled down maybe.. four posts? If that? You would have seen that I have a few things that are a stretch of a bit more important than a fictional Jungkook story to upload to Tumblr. Please do not be insensitive. Writer’s have lives outside of Tumblr and sometimes things don’t work the way it’s supposed to. And “safe to say”? It’s been a day. Literally, 24 hours. Not even. So instead of sending such a insensitive and completely ignorant ask, something that I really do not need right now on top of the massive shit load of shit I have going on in my real life (which is not a fan fic btw!!) maybe be patient? Maybe don’t pressure me to do something? “Make you cry” has been being worked very hard on, even though I’m literally working with ONE hand so now it’s double the amount of time it would normally take, along with the fact I work eleven hours a day and have a funeral to plan with my boyfriend for his dead grandmother, let’s maybe cut me some fucking slack when you see I’m struggling to keep my own head above water. Thanks and have a nice fucking day.