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It takes a lot of courage to live my life after everything Ive been through and if you're just going to judge me like that. Dont worry if I found a way to exchange my life with yours, for sure you wouldn't last long. You'll end up slitting your throat the first day you live it. So shut the fuck up.
School Drama Rant!!
I play cello in my schools orchestra in the advanced strings class, two people who are fake ass toxic ass friends lets call one Ky and the other Tay (both female ky age 14, tay age 12), so Ky is dating my I guess buddy lets call him Tjts (his initials) so ky and tjts ate dating but tjts has been hanging out with tay and calling her "love" and "timbits" even though she likes dunken donuts better and she's loves the white ass latte or frapuccino from Starbucks the fuck? anyways so ky used to sit at my lunch table and some info on ky and tjts they've fucked and ky has had multiple pregnancy scares I think like 4, 3 or 4 idfk and I honestly wouldn't have minded/cared if ky didn't wanna sit with us but she was fucking GLARING at us and so was tay and apparently tay says I always complain (which I don't i'll say something about being sleep-deprived because insomnia + sleep anxiety + other anxiety + ADHD doesn't make sleep easy)(I'm so proud of not many wrong spelled words so far, dyslexia isn't winning today) and stay says I'm mean to which I'm not and she tlks shit bout me eve though shes one of the worst bass players I've ever fucking met and I played with a base player who was on his phone almost 24/7 and he never paid attention and he played better than her the fuck and she says I play bad and I'm not confident in my music and I'm off beat when I'm not she needs to stfu so I mess up every now and then and I approach new and difficult pieces not timidly but like slower and not as confident because I never fucking played that piece anyways so we have theory since the three of them stay + ky + TJTS are always together now that they are a throuple and also stay says she is a lesbian but TJTS is a man so idfk know whats up with that but anyways, also she flirts with me all the fucking time and so does TJTS and honestly TJTS is 16 so technically if he dates TAY it's illegal at least based on what I learned if your a teenager it's illegal to date someone under 13 but yk he doesn't care bc he says "Game is Game" So yeah that what I have for now I might make another part of the rant sometime or maybe one of my friends will add to it who knows
All the people who tell their friends I hate you/kys “jokes” shut the fuck up you’re in time out
Shout out to all the people whose friends have made them feel guilty for being themselves. Shout out to all the people who have no support. To all the people doing it alone, outcasted, misfitted where you should belong, surrounded by hate. You guys are troopers. You're doing amazing. And if no one else is, I'm proud of you🖤
The songs that vent about toxic people that you've cut out of your life? The lyrics that express how little you care for the ex, friend, parent, etc that screwed you over? Those songs hurt to sing. They hurt because...
You may be apathetic towards that person now, but you once cared so, so much... and look where it got you. Look how much your emotion towards that person was respected. It's a funeral march for what you loved and lost.
Never push a loyal person to the point where they don't care for you anymore.
A tip for those still in highschool:
Don't spend the highlights of your highschool experience with people that will dampen those memories. Please select the people in your life carefully, more so than I did, so that you can look back on those memories and smile. Differentiate who stuck with you through the hard times, who values your honesty, who tells you what you need to hear rather than what you want to hear, who brings you closer to Christ, who is loyal to you no matter what, who never talks shit about you, who believes in self improvement, who sees how much you care and appreciates you for it, who has their priorities straight, who reminds you what you're worth even when you forget... and who is all talk.
Coming from someone who is deathly afraid of being alone, it is always better to be on your own than to be surrounded by liars and manipulators and fake "I love you"s.
Because you are who you hang out with. Everything you hate about them is what you will become. And even after you come to your senses, discover your worth and emerge from the waves of half truths you were trapped under, because of the time already spent with them, their stench will remain.
And it will drive you mad.
Pray for discernment, my friends. There are few wounds in life as painful as betrayal.
It's wild how someone I have not talked to in months, after some weird conversations, ends up shit talking behind your back. Whatever. The trash took itself out on that one.
Like who the hell talks like a Disney villian about someone u barely talk to? Glad to have that outta my life.
It's wild how someone I have not talked to in months, after some weird conversations, ends up shit talking behind your back. Whatever. The trash took itself out on that one.
My ex friend came to school in a wheelchair (she is abled body) and I’m feeling guilty for not saying or asking anything but I also don’t think I should.
Like, the girl did nothing when our other “friends” started excluding me and didn’t say anything when I was having a pretty bad meltdown.
Deep down I still care about her, but being close to her hurts. I gave her a lot of support when she was having mental health problems and backed her when people started excluding her, but now that I’m going through the same situation she does nothing, not even ask if I’m ok.
leaving it behind pt i
It’s honestly crazy how much I’ve done to try and keep toxic people in my life. For me to try and please them, give them so much and not get that love or energy reciprocated really hurt me.
being a giver and not actual receiving the same effort you put out when it comes to friend does mess you up.
I’m slowly but surely moving on from the toxic energy that has caused me emotionally trauma . I know it won’t be easy. You cannot give up.
leaving it behind pt ii
I was doing okay until now. all I feel is sadness and uncomfortable.
I’m okay without y’all. I’m okay I don’t need to be emotionally drained and put through toxic energy. I’m don’t being manipulated and put through so much toxic energy.
I want positivity and happiness in my life. I won’t let y’all come between that. I will speak into existence all the happy and amazing things I want for my life.
No more letting people control or walk all over me. It’s time to become stronger and be happy and able to love myself .
trauma in friendships
is it normal for it to take a long time to heal from trauma caused my people you use to call friends ? I often ask myself is it normal for behavior like this ? to still care after all the things said and did to you ?
obsession turned crazed
how come it’s been three years and y’all still text my boyfriend, i know you want to ruin my relationship and are obsessed with my man but it’s been three years. it’s honestly crazy how it’s been years since we dropped the friendship and y’all are still bothering us.
Think it's time for this duck to start working on setting boundaries and distancing themself from toxic friends. I've had far too many wake up calls, nows the time for action.
Personal question: What do you do when your best friends other best friend who she’s known longer then you is very toxic? But your best friend doesn’t want to ruin their friendship.
Like her best friend has made sexual advances towards her, and while she was changing she was on Omegle and try to like show her changing to the person she was talking to, also she never communicates with her and makes E(My best friend) feel horrible and guilty even when she didn’t know what she was doing wrong, and you want to tell your best friend that she’s very toxic but your best friend has known her longer and doesn’t want to lose her. 
I finally dropped that toxic friend that I was complaining about! At first I was really sad but I feel a lot better now, I feel pretty relieve actually.
WARRR ISSSSSS OOOOVERRRRRR
Glad I got out of my toxic friend group and all but like—
I miss having people who would learn ASL with me so we could talk across the room during class
Piece Of Meat 🥩 (my toxic relationships music video)