Existential Depression - Tumblr Posts

I'm not living, i just exist

Fuck I want to go home right now and take codeine pills

Only my mom keeps me alive

I have moments when I lay and think how the world was created and what the purpose of our existence is

I never thought a broken heart hurt so much.. But he killed me twice

i want to die. my life is so fucking hopeless. i feel like i won't achieve anything. i'm so sad and i want to cry. help me to stay alive for my family because i can't deal with myself anymore..

i took acodin pills and i love it

Existential depression at 20 years old. Like bpd wasn't already the cherry on top of my misery.

how it’s going

honestly school is not going great due to the fact that i simply cannot bring myself to care like what's the point why do i have to work to live why do i have to work every day just to stay in a home and to be happy like why is that a requirement in society and will it even matter at all i could work forever on a single piece of work and it would be worthless honestly what is the point why does it matter if I'm going to work forever why can't i just be happy now why is it that people's dreams at night are of having a stable job and not being homeless and being happy why is that not a guaranteed facet of life

there are officially 8 billion people on this godforsaken earth

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