Kill My Life - Tumblr Posts
I wan't to cry, i can't anymore, i fucking can't
I'm shaking, i'm about to throw up and i'm stuffy
I look after my sister's dog in the city in her apartment, I live in the countryside, where we have a house far from any people, and I passed young people on the cage who were happy with alcohol, now I also hear their party and i cry because I realized how much my life is hopeless, no parties, I don't have a beloved boyfriend, I want to come back to home and hide in my azyl, wait no... I WANT KILL MYSELF
For the first time in my life I have a broken heart, it hurts so damn much, I don't know if I can handle it, I want to die
FUCKING LIFE, WE CAN PUT THEM IN OURS ASS ONLY
I never thought a broken heart hurt so much.. But he killed me twice
my whole body hurts, but pain of my thoughts are way more painful
i would like to buy a one way ticket to korea, ny or any other country, escape from poland and start a new, maybe better life
I wish I could just sleep for eternity and get up in the future where the world is not a war and everyone is nice.
This is just my own thoughts
Just came to a realization: the only reason I am so attracted to yanderes is because they symbolize the love i crave so much.
I would fucking cut myself everyday and everywhere to show my love is it so hard to expect the same from someone else.
I just want someone to care for me.
My family doesn’t give two shits about me.
My friends don’t even pick up the phone when i call them tears in my eyes because my parents kicked me out.
And the only thing I want is someone to love me is that so hard so much too ask for.
Everyday on the streets you see some ugly people being together, which good for them, but why can’t I have this ?!
I just hate being alone. Is there someone out there who would care for me?
I just don’t wanna be the number two priority, for once can’t i have the light of the day.
Do you ever just find a fic or something, and it sounds absolutely incredible, but... it has the ship that you literally despise with your whole entire being, like you would literally rather gouge out your own eyeballs than ever read a set of words that has that godforsaken ship in it