Too Tired - Tumblr Posts
I just can't take this anymore. It's been weeks and i can't focus and I dunnu if it's because of the quarantine or because i don't wanna study this boring stuff. This is going too long and i just can't fail my tests i'm tired of being tired
How am i gonna get over this apathy feeling if my body likes to stay here quiet and still?? I just feel like nothing else matters beside my damn feeling, but I need to do something and I just can't
Sometimes I just feel im not enough. Like, will i ever be good in some profession in the future? Will someone really like my job? What if, no matter what i do i just end failling in the end?
I wanna get out in the world and live real things, but i got to remember that I, myself, am my own world and universe, and that no matter where we're at and who we're with, the most important thing is our own self
Sometimes I just feel so lost. Like, how am i supposed to know what i wanna do with my life before my 20s?? How do i know if im in the right place, doing the things that will "lead me to sucess"? Is there a thing that you do that guarantees you a great future? Or every bad thing is a part of the process also?
I want so badly to write, draw, learn, or just do something different at all, but my mind keep sabotaging me, forcing me to stay in bed, endlessly procrastinating and that makes me so mad.
I feel so overwhelmed. I think the saddest thing of our generation is that we have so much acess to information and so many role models to look after that we just kinda get lost in the process of discovering ourselves. Like, i like some various things but have absolutely no idea of how to put all of them together to form a career and that is just really upseting me and getting me extra tired
aaaaaaaaa too many thoughts, too little time and space
i want to share the furry eddsworld art i made last night but im too lazy to get up auhhhhhhhhhggg
My Brother!
He's trying to convince me that you if you take a wheel of cheese, dress it up with decorations and frosting, and it'll be cheese cake(cause as he says cake has four qualifications, round, dairy, frosting, decoration)
He's also saying that if add enough melted cheese to shells and cheese, it'll be a soup(it's a pasta??)
I don't get this guy
In moments of silence, I search for words that could comfort me. As time goes on, they get lesser in number, and the melancholy weight of the silence just wears me down.
tell me what does it feel like to have slept and woken up feeling well rested instead of tired?
me when I get to chapter 90 but I cant deal with that tonight so I just close the tab and die
I know, I say "sorry" a lot. But what can I do when I feel this metaphysical guilt for being alive? Like I am guilty of commiting the crime of existing in this world...?
I am emotionally fucked up...
Tears don't come from brain, they come from heart. And a heart only cries when it's too tired to hold it in.
~ I don't remember if I thought it or read it somewhere.
regresses back to 2016 cutely