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Update

Day 1

I ate broccoli broth soup with lots of veggies with vegan sausages n udon noodles 385kcal, next time im not gonna add the vegan sausages if i wanna stay under 2000kcal in 5 days

Day 2

I ate cereal with strawberries and some nuts 350kcal and that was already too much for me

I also ate a wrap with mozzarella and tomato pesto and half another wrap, puked it out cuz that was 700kcal never again, that shit aint safe for my challenge so -400kcal

Day 3

I ate 2 slices of cauliflower pizza and that was surprisingly just 250kcal i consumed, i threw away the rest while eating that i had the thoughts to puke it out but i couldnt cuz i was at my bf house, but i can burn it off today

So far i had 1285kcal in 3 days

Im so excited to succeed my challenge, yass girlies let's goo

Update 2

Day 4

I made pho soup with vegetable broth and veggie sausages with lots of veggies added too and that was only 265kcal, i got sick cuz its getting colder and colder outside so i need some nutrition to keep my immune system working

Day 5

Still sick but i made it, i ate broth soup again without pho noodles, this time I added a handful of nuts and broccoli and more veggies 145kcal Next thing i had cuz i felt a bit snacky, i made a fruit salad with strawberries and an baby apple with a bit of nuts to top it off and some cereal and that was 190kcal

I made it 🫶

challenge 2000kcal in 5 days

who wants to join me doing a restriction challenge

i have planned out how to challenge me or you if you wanna try it out too

so in a spam of 5 days that you already ate and kept in a foodlog, see first if you haven’t eaten above 2000 kcal cuz try to stay under 2000 kcal in 5 days

i have already eaten 1445 kcal in 2 days which means i got 555kcal left to spread in 3 days 

so now it’ll get interesting cuz then i only have 185 per day to consume but who says i need to eat in a day that’s the challenge 

staying under budget is better

who else is interested in this can dm me for motivation to lose their appetites, just anything even if you are not doing my challenge you are welcome

we can help each other out

stay skinny luvs <3

I FUCKING ATE THE FREE FOOD I GET FROM WORK IT WAS SO MANY CALORIES and then cuz I was trying to feel better I talked to my boyfriend and then ended up eating a fucking cinnamon roll as well

I feel like absolute shit, hoping for my weigh in tmrw morning to not be horrible

If I keep doing this shit nothing is ever gonna change, I either need to fix this or just go back to being normal

Ok the weigh in this morning was very meh, I was 105.7 which isn’t THAT bad and Ik it’s just the food being in my system I obviously didn’t actually gain any real weight, but still

Im starting a fast from last night after I ate, to make up for yesterday.

my plan is to, at the very least, fast all day today and wait until right before my shift tmrw to eat, but if I get to tmrw and feel ok I’ll just keep fasting through to Saturday.

My priority is always work tho so if I need the food tmrw I’ll eat something healthy to keep me going, gotta get that bag LMAO

SUCCESSFULLY FASTED ALL OF YESTERDAY 💪✨💖

only at 33 hours so far, but im someone who has historically been a terrible faster, so I'm proud that I made it this far.

feeling alr for now, we'll see how I feel at five right before my shift

also my weigh in this morning was pretty good, 103.9, when i was 105 a few days ago :)

feeling skinty 💖

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ok I got my food log for yesterday, im not gonna actually count every calorie for now, cuz everytime ive done that in the past i just obsess over food too much and end up binging and giving up, so im gonna be more reasonable with my restriction so that it actually lasts lol

Breakfast:

Black tea w/ sweetened milk (my favorite thing in the world omg)

Lunch:

1 apple

Diet coke mixed with some lemonade

Dinner:

One packet of Maruchan ramen

Large bowl of ice-cream w/ chocolate sauce and strawberries :/

Everything went amazing until (as always) after I ate my planned ramen for dinner my cravings went insane. I decided to just have some icecream because i mean fuck it, i love ice cream, and since i really ate almost nothing the rest of the day it shouldnt be too bad, even if it wasnt ideal. I was right tho! I weighed myself this morning and I still lost about as much as I had hoped to from the day before, so Im happy i got to enjoy my ice cream and still make progress :)

(I am definitely making sure not to give into the cravings today tho, cant make this a habit)

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Food log from yesterday:

Breakfast: coffee with sweetener

Lunch: veggie burger with 1 slice of bread, and a bowl of instant miso soup (around 260 cals)

Dinner: 4 slices of no cheese veggie pizza, two slices of cheese pizza

Ok yesterday was almost perfect, I planned on the 4 slices of the no cheese veggie pizza, but my cravings got the better of me with the cheese pizza, they were all very small slices tho, I work at a pizza place so I get free personal pizzas and they are not very big

I was worried when my cravings got bad I was gonna end up eating smth else but thankfully they went away after I ate the pizza, and I weighed in at 103.8 lbs this morning which was exactly what I wanted! :)

My grandma wants to go out to dinner with me on Monday for a late birthday thing, I’m not too worried though, my plan is just to not eat anything until dinner and fill my stomach up with water during the meal

I don’t want to force myself not to eat the food at the restaurant, or have it be obvious that I’m not eating so I’m definitely going to order as normal, I’ll get full fast tho so it’s not a big deal

I’m so excited to get under 100 lbs, I’m always on-and-off with my restriction and I haven’t made it under 100 in soooo long, I can’t wait for a 2 digit number on the scale again 😩

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Food log from yesterday :

Breakfast:

Coffee with sweetener

Lunch:

Cappuccino smoothie/milkshake from some store at the mall (almost entirely ice cream)

Dinner:

Veggie burger with one slice of bread and some hot sauce

Yesterday went really good, I ate exactly what I planned to. The smoothie I had at the mall was definitely a lot of calories, but I was out with my best friend and I always get it so I really didn’t want to seem off by not having what I usually do, it’s ok tho I weighed in at 103.8 this morning so I’m happy :)

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ok today did NOT go as planned at ALL

I caved and had a bagel with cream cheese and some veggie bacon with a dunkin coffee, which had to have been so many calories in itself, but then i had to go to the Indian resteraunt with my grandma and OH MY GOD

the food was good and i feel like i didnt even eat much but i felt SO FULL I WAS ON THE VERGE OF THROWING UP (not of my own choice), it was AWFUL

I was so full and uncomfortable and i never want to feel like that ever again, but at least nobody is gonna suspect anything since i definitely ate like normal

gonna do a fast tomorrow to make up for this shit show of a day, ill only have herbal/green tea and a sparkling ice from cvs :/

if nothing else, this has to work as a metabolism day to make sure i dont plateau, so ill take what i can get

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ok so by some miracle of the eating disorder gods i actually LOST WEIGHT AFTER MY TERRIBLE DAY YESTERDAY???

i weighed myself last night and i was at 103.4, which was LOWER than in the morning, and this morning i was 102.6 which is INSANE to me and i dont understand

I weighed myself like 20 different times and reset my scale to see if it was glitching but it seems to be true?

Anyway, i decided to have a small meal before work today to keep me fueled and since i already lost so much yesterday.

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Fell off for a couple days :( I didnt gain anything im still around 103, so its not too bad

My goal is to be below 100 by the start of May, which is a totally achieved goal (3 lbs in 10 days), so I wont have to sacrifice my ability to like function by eating nothing, gotta stay on the grind even if im restricting ykyk

School is also killing me rn, my senioritis is BAD, ive been skipping like every day

my grades are still pretty good so its not the end of the world but i just need senior year to hurry tf up, i wanna be out of this bitch NOW

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Im actually the biggest Bella Hadid fan in the world

Shes beautiful, thinspo, built somewhat like me, and VOCALLY PRO PALESTINE <333

I dont usually stan celebrities tbh but i love that woman with my whole entire heart

Dudeeeee I was talking with my coworkers abt weight loss/working out today and got the whole “look at you, so knowledgeable”,

Like LMAO girl yes, I have an eating disorder we don’t need to worry abt that tho 🫶

It’s just so funny to surprise people with how much Ik abt weight loss without them knowing why I know it

And OMG my coworker was talking abt bmr and jokingly said “so yeah your what, 85 lbs?” Like omggggg that makes me feel so happy, the best motivation ever 💕💕

the way hunger comes in waves will never not be strange because why was i in tears 15 mins ago over how bad i wanted a handful of smarties - like ew no who was that im all lovely and empty feeling

36 hrs into my 48hr fast and this shit is so addicting but i also cant help daydreaming about the spaghetti (safe food) im having when its over - portions controlled of course

was so excited i finally got a scale and its so inaccurate im gonna lose it

update - 10 mins later my food scale ran out of battery and im gonna fucking scream

just omad a krispy kreme doughnut - zero regrets i may be sick in the head but i love a sweet treat

also not as many cals as i expected

trying not to freak out since i ate an absolutely massive meal because my parents came to visit and it was such a lovely day i refuse to let my brain ruin it

but anyways im now starting a 48hr fast to balance everything out

eat pray love

starve sin hate

didn’t make my sports team this year so now i have to fast until my feelings don’t hurt anymore because crying isn’t productive