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Lol the way I acted like I hated the attention when I was going thru it
Now I fucking crave it
Have to have it
I’ve gained
I’ve fucking gained 4kg
4 for FAT
Time to lock the fuck in.
You want a hot body? You want a Bugatti?
You want a Maserati? You better work, bitch
You want a Lamborghini? Sip martinis?
Look hot in a bikini? You better work, bitch
~ Britney Spears
To eat or not eat
That is the question
To relapse or not relapse
That is the question
To have an ed or not have an ed
That is the fucking question
Now that I’m semi-recovered it’s like I have days where I choose to feel fat or choose to feel skinny
I don’t know which version of myself to trust.
Does anyone know an app to track calories, net calories, steps etc in one place? 🫶
i genuinely believe that i will feel pretty only when i lose all this weight
relapsingbecause I gained weight
who knew I’d gain in recovery
fuck i lost my thigh gap
im gonna fucking kill myself my best friend is moving back to jp


ana is saving me 😼
ate some chipotle and i can't fucking throw it up fml. i keep trying but NOTHING. this js means i'm skipping dinner n drinking 0 cal energy drink smh
i'm stuck pls help should i start eating at maintenance for a month n then go back to a deficit for a month as well n js keep that cycle going? 😭
My friend who's already soo much smaller than me has started tracking c@ls and tracking her steps.

Me because my friend with a fast metabolism does this.

its a canon event.
Like manifesting this

an0rexic autumn bitch 🍂🗝️☕️🕰️📜
⤷ like & repost = skinny fall ᯓ ᡣ𐭩
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Do yall ever have those days where you just eat and eat knowing you shouldn't. Like I've been eating alot for the past few days and I honestly can't stop. I'll be almost done with a fast and then I'll just break and eat a whole bunch of junk that I don't even need.
I wish I had self control and discipline.