Also Autistic - Tumblr Posts
aro/ace are nothing more than socially accepted incel
I said what I said.
I never got an opportunity to fail without risking the few things I had just by being myself
there's a thin line between being reckless about anything and being afraid of anything and I'm always at the middle oscillating between the two
I know everything would be easier if I just pretend to not see their eyes looking at me on their faces with disgust but I'm not going to make myself easier to swallow 'cause I actually wanna make them choke
Nobody's gonna make justice or give support for us besides ourselves and I'm tired of pretending tired of pretending otherwise
I never had any issues about knowing myself 'cause my whole family and every kind of environment crushed me by being myself, which means I was forced into knowing every inch of myself to recognize what exactly about me was seen as "wrong" by them
my pain is valid
my anger is valid
my anxiety is valid
my traumas are valid
my tears are valid, including the ones I didn't let fall and had to repress
and no one who hasn't been on my place has any right to say otherwise
I spent so much time forced to live in distrust of the people around me that nowadays I am almost incapable of believing in people. It also doesn't help that I seem to experience the same types of traumatic events
recently I saw a post on incels.is talking about foids females standarts not being objectively THE BEST even when talking about reproductory instinct and honestly that gave me so much hope
maybe not about ascending but about things finally changing for me and my homies
also it reminds me of how redpill is currently mainstream which had taken some years which means that from my expectations it should take 7-10 years for blackpill to start finally being talked openly just like redpill is currently
maybe not so openly or maybe even more, who knows
I'd like the autism symbol to just be a glitch
I know all the implicances it'd get but that's how I feel and honestly I know it also says a lot about ourselves
Forgettin wtf I posted and being surprise also confused af whenever I see people commenting is simultaneously hilarious and terrifying
I don't even know how to chat anymore, I just act like a psychologist trying to understand people and make questions about every single fucking thing they say
*is so autistic that I can't hold a conversation about anything but my interests*
Nurse: You seem like you have assberjers. It's like you're not even autistic. You don't act like Sheldon Cooper a typical autistic person. :)
Hearing I was actually "normal" hurt a LOT and made me so confused when I was still getting my diagnosis. It gave me thoughts like "What if I'm not autistic? If I'm not autistic then why am I like this? Am I just a failure?"
this isn't even my worst and none of them are able to handle any of me
I don't know if I should be worried or proud of myself
Is that even a challenge?
Honestly, I always forget about Elon Musk also being autistic
oh my alarms would scare you......
