As A Feather - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
my sister keeps making backhanded comments about my eating habits and it's so annoying like bro it's not like i ever went "oh here comes our organic cutting board!!" everytime she enters a room🙄
im just trying to ignore her cus we'll see who's laughing when i get to my ugw...
yo the stuffing food into your tumbler/bottle and throwing it away later is actually genius😩 i hate wasting food but sometimes ppl just won't get off my back bro
idk why i try so hard to hide my ed at this point. i mean i still live with my family but im almost 20 and technically they can't force me into inpatient or smth.
the only thing stopping me is not wanting to further traumatise my younger siblings. they deserve a better sister than me.
does anyone have a decent excuse as to why i would be measuring my meals on a scale??
i don't want my fam to be suspicious or think i am obsessed with food/cals (i 100% am lmfao)
my ed/bpd follows me everywhere, even all the way to my dreams. and im just so tired, sleepy, exhausted, and have so many things i need to do today...
god i just want a moment of peace.
im back at my lw this week and was so happy until i tried on new clothes and my sister said to me "omg how do you wear that top it keeps slipping off of me..."
like okay? i didn't ask?
also she knows i "struggle with eating and body image issues" and always makes fun of me for that so idk i think it's pretty fcked up.
stuck in between wanting to always wear baggy clothes so nobody can tell im getting smaller or wanting to always wear normal/fitted clothes so everybody can tell im getting smaller
god please, i am just so, so tired.
i just found out that "metabolism days" is just a fraud.
excuse me, i have to go sob now.
DID HONEY DIET GET TWORDED??? SOMEBODY PLS HELP
when you're doing omad and they hit you with the-
"wow, you sure are eating a lot today!!"
going to the mall is one of my biggest triggers istg cus everybody be skinny but me rn for some reason
does anyone know why i can't purge?? like i try but nothing comes out except clear liquid... also how do you purge quietly??? im fighting for my life trying to be quiet even with the shower runningㅠㅠ
is it a psychological thing since i kinda have emetophobia?
ofc he'd check her out. how could he not when she's so perfect and tiny and you're flawed and huge.
guys i finally broke out of the 60kgs jail omg i weighed myself AFTER eating today and was 59.9kg im actually so happy and even more motivated
Why can't my ribs show like this???
Me checking the calories on every food wrapper:
Tw
This is literally my DREAM BODY!!
its a canon event.