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just left my psychiatrist in which they took my weight and since the last time ive been there i lost 12 pounds eeekejejehehd im so fucking happy
when all goes wrong, ana never lets me down.
body check:pppp
cw: 114.5lbs
I keep the 30 day thinspo challenge in my notes app, but I thought I'd just share the ones that I've answered so far. So here it goes:
19 Feb - day 1
Hw: 60
Sw: 55
Cw: 52.6
Gw1: 50
Gw2: 48
Gw3: 46
Ugw: 45
Real tbh
It might take a while but if they can you can too
The children don't grow up. Our bodies get bigger, but our hearts are torn up. We're just a million little God's causing rain storms, turning every good thing to rust!
Waaah… 1090 calories today :(( thats too much schools’s about to start in a week i need to stop eating
I've never seen anything so real
how i feel after i eat literally ANYTHING:
If y’all hungry, watch Kitchen Nightmares or Hotel Hell with Gordon Ramsey. The disgusting food and gross kitchens will pit you off from eating.
TW
I love it how I can feel my ribcage when sleeping and how it pops out when I stretch 🎀
Always keeps me going!
Getting morning skinny every morning always means it’s working
What l eat in a day…
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Diet low cal Rice crackers , coffee and water and more purging.
At 53kg right now 5 more pounds to loose
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
No eating no binges no eating no binges
My moms gonna make me eat… how do I get out of this guys
Last night, I ate an Arby's roast beef sandwich and mozzerella sticks and uh...
I uh.
Well.
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I NEVER EVER EVER DO THIS!!! It is so so so so bad for your health and your body, and no one ever wins with that.
I did just that once, though, bc I had wanted that sammich and mozz stix.
DO NOT BE LIKE ME.
Guys. Eat or don't. Try to make deliberate choices. Don't do this to yourselves, you are ALL to beautiful and ethereal and wonderful and coquette to do that to yourselves!!!
Not-So-Sheeran PSA: Please do not start B/P-ing, or seek out how to do that, if you are not already engaged in that pattern of behavior.
Please. Guys. It's so bad for you.
I'm only human. Yeah, I've done it. Most of us have. Personally, however, my history is far more restriction-oriented, with any kind of B/P behavior something that's sporadic and, frankly, usually happens when I'm drunk and eat greasy crap because my prefrontal cortex -- heavily implicated in restrictive EDs, very top-down process going on there -- is dissolved and I'm in Limbic Mode.
Anyway.
This is going to sound absolutely fucking horrible, but I believe it has some truth to it, dark as it is.
Frequent purging behavior is SO BAD for your body, I'd go so far as to say that you're somehow "better off" (as if it weren't an awful fucking brain-warping disease, lmao!) with restriction and 🌟ving than with very frequent B/P behavior. (E.g., to the frequency at which it qualifies for a diagnosis of Bulimia nervosa.)
Furthermore, I would like to put forth a secondary PSA.
Some of you are probably well aware of this -- after all, this shit is a mental disorder, we do things we damn well know are irrational, and engage in behaviors we hate in ourselves and all that.
But if you are not aware -- taking laxatives does pretty much ZILCH to prevent your body from absorbing any significant amount of calories from the food that you have consumed.
It's awful for your gastrointestinal health, you can become dependent on stimulant laxatives such that you have issues if you don't take them, it causes GI discomfort, etc.
It's not worth it.
And again. THIS SHIT IS A MENTAL ILLNESS. We don't always think and act rationally here, and we all know this.
This post is not meant for anyone already doing those things, so much as for people who might have an ED that has recently developed or is incipient, and who might be considering looking for info on how to engage in these behaviors or w/e.
Ugh why did I do that.
Ate like 4 club crackers and chewed and spit two mini low carb tortillas with mustard I AM SO FAT AND DISGUSTING I HAD LIKE EIGHT FUCKING BRAZIL NUTS EARLIER WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.
Oh, and several lemon wedges (really just sucking the juice out lol) with Splenda.
DISGUSTING. FAT. COW. 🐄🐄🐄