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I've been clean for two months now, but I feel so bad that I want to self harm again, I want to cry
Life is too long… 💔 (my waifspo aesthetic moodboard and lana del rey music video)
Idk guys I wanna jump off a cliff but it "gets better" so I just gotta wait ig💜
I kept the shirt and wore it to my mom's meeting and I got told by my sister literally the one that gave me the shirt that I'm built weird like girl stfu😭
Also guys look we have baby birds in the back yard we started giving them little snacks so the parents could feed the baby's !! The one thing I'm excited for🥳🥳
Went shopping today I got a bunch of clothes 🙈 guysss I need motivation I've been getting so big recently and this is not the timese ‼️‼️ love you guys💜
Shsh don't report just block yk you guys love me don't do it 🙏
hi guysss sooo everything has been okay I think it's been stressful and hard but I've been doing it I didn't go to school today which isn't good but it's okayy but my life's a mess rn Soo here you go
Guys gimmie motivation to loose I've been gaining to much recently shhh warning scroll pleaseee don't report justtt block
hi pooksss I've been thinking tooo much I needed a little relief but I haven't ate today so I've been doing good🙏🙏
Shsh SFX makeup block don't report you guys know you don't want me to disappear againnn so just scroll 😠
Ik I need to shavee
꒰ Intro ꒱ ︎
Warnings: (also pls don't report just block!!)
☆ this blog WILL have triggering topics like: Eat1ng D1sord3rs and s3lf-h4rm and any images despicting these topics WILL have trigger warnings !!
Other possibly mentioned triggering things(idk if I will actually mentions these are not): Personal 0nl1ne grxxming experiences this WILL also have trigger warnings if mentioned.
About me:
☆ Hello, my name is Mila, I'm 15 y/o, I go by she/they and I'm omnisexual.
☆ I'm kinda new to edblr and shblr (i think the correct term is shedblr? Possibly??) so pls don't judge
☆ shows/movies I like:
The walking dead
Euphoria
The boys
How to train your dragon
Cod modern warfare(I don't have the games but I do watch gameplay)
☆Music Artist I like:
Lana Del Rey <3
Mitski
Marina and the diamonds
Will wood
Ect.
☆ Boundaries:
Don't ask for pics.
Don't be mean.
This is a safe place for everyone.
Preferably 14+
☆Things I might post:
Edblr [Edblr things for me]
Shblr
Shedblr
Vents
Girlblogs
Morute themes
Grunge themes
Agere (coping mechanism)
Vague s3xual themes (trigger warnings will be provides and it won't be in depth detail)
Things associated with my favorite characters & actors ex. Jeffrey Dean Morgan (I love him)
☆Thats all I have I might add more :3
People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.
If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.
I wish he would kiss my scars and then kiss me so that i know it will all be okay.
Will always reblog stuff like this when it comes up, there's a lotta apps like it! All different you can always search for one that works for you and it's ok if none of them do, just means that one out of hundreds of alternatives doesn't work
i recommend this app to help you distract yourself when you feel an urge to hurt yourself!
It’s so cute and calming :D
when is it my turn to feel pretty?
I kinda want to develop myself by self-destruction
I wouldn’t be yelled at anymore if I was dead
OKAY EVERYONE CUT CARE TIPS:
First off, what kind of cut are we dealing with? Is it an Epi? Styro? Beans?. I’ve only had experience PERSONALLY with the first two but I’m gonna relay tips for the others
General things you need:
Blood Rag; a rag that you can use to clean up/soak up blood or hold on the wound until it stops bleeding. NEVER use toilet paper or paper towels!!! This can break off in the wound and cause infections. Cut up an old shirt if you have to. if you can’t, use paper towels as a last resort. Always clean your Blood Rags before and after use. hydrogen peroxide and alcohol, rinse with water.
Topicals; this can be antibiotic ointments, wound cleaning spray, isopropyl alcohol. Try to have some antibiotic ointment on hand for general and sh use.
Bandages; to close or cover the wound. Bandaids work fine if it’s tiny, try not to get the adhesive on the wound. If it’s bigger try to get some gauze pads. Steri-strips are a need if you do beans.
CUT CARE FOR DIFFERENT CUTS:
Epis: clean with alcohol or hydrogen peroxide and rinse with water, put a bandaid on and ointment if you need. These are basically cat scratches and need the least amount of attention.
Styros: clean with hydrogen peroxide, it’s not as harsh as alcohol. Apply ointment, depending on size of styro use big bandage or small gauze pad.
Beans: clean the OUTSIDE with hydrogen peroxide, do not clean the inside of the wound! This can cause worse damage. Apply ointment/wound care supplies and use a steri-strip to close the wound. If you don’t have any, take a bandaid and put the adhesive on one side of the wound and pull as you put it on the other side. Use multiple to secure it. Cover with gauze pad if necessary.
Anything below: same as with beans but this time you need to go to the hospital. No you can’t let this heal on it’s own you need stitches.
And that’s it! I’ll update with more information and tips if needed.
god please, i am just so, so tired.
I used to be such a happy kid too 🥲 welp
Ty for tagging me @dumb-f4gg0t !! I love these sm ♡
( Make yourself now and as a child using this picrew - link under cvt)
I was such a worried kid 💀 growing up with undiagnosed autism whilst having to be responsible for a severely disabled child and a baby really didn't do wonders for me surprisingly. I always felt very happy when creating or looking at bugs and child me would be very happy to hear I've had my poetry+art published, that I'm studying how to make clothes and I've raised so many wonderful creepy crawlies in my adulthood
She'd also be very happy to know I live in my own flat now and that I got to have a little sister like I'd always wanted haha
No pressure tags ♡♡ (+ anyone who wants to)
@nofoxalive @blues-bandage @brokendollysblog4 @bluethedeadgirl @littlelillycatsworld @deadsk8ter @softsaturniids @organ-lovr-9000 @repulsivesweetheart